The Humming Heart

Expressing The Inexpressible



Look at me once
Don’t look away if your eyes meet mine
Just smile at me once
Let me treasure this moment between us forever

If you are standing at the end of my life,
If I have a chance to get closer to you
I can throw away everything & run to you

Though I extend my hand,
Even though I extend it with all my strength,
I can’t reach you…
For a moment it felt like I was getting closer
So I called you out with a fluttering heart
But there was no answer…



The days pass by so quickly
You’re always warm & shining brightly
So I wondered how you look
When you are down & gloomy
Is this curiosity a part of my greed?

Since when did you start taking over my thoughts?
I have no clue when it all began
Has it always been a part of me?
I have no solution for this fascination

And though I extend my hand,
Even though I extend it with all my strength,
I can’t reach you…
For a moment it felt like I was getting closer
So I called you out with a fluttering heart
But there was no answer



I keep waiting for you
At the same spot, at the same place
Just like how winter awaits the spring
I can endure anything
Just to be with you in the end

Though I extend my hand,
Even though I extend it with all my strength,
I can’t reach you…
I’ll never be able to
Close this gap between our worlds

I guess you'll always be
Unreachable


How am I supposed to open this door?
Explore the depths of this naive heart
Do I have to force it open?
Even If I stare at it for long
it evades my hacks & shuts down

If you can see me, hear me
Break it down for me
Don’t give up, keep knocking...
I hope you'll be the one
who sets off the defenses

Baby, I wish to find the password
Kept hidden from everyone
The long forgotten password.



A gentle touch, a kind smile
might be the decryption key
Don't panic, when you see
the cold hearted error message
just ignore, jump over it
Keep believing & you'll find a fix

If you can hold me, feel me
Recover the lost memory
Can you hear me calling?
It’s about time
Let's get rid of this lock together

Baby, I wish you to be only one
who knows the password
Kept hidden from everyone
The long forgotten password.



Look closer, into the dissembled soul
Look closer, find a loophole
Oh don’t be afraid, Try to guess the password
Oh don’t be afraid, Help me with the search

Someday, I wish...
I'll find the password
Kept hidden from everyone
The long forgotten password.


It’s fascinating
No, it’s bizarre
It might be a sickness
I feel my strength oozing
Dizzy & unsteady
I'm losing control over my body

These strange symptoms
Keep materializing
This shadow follows me
It always keeps me on the edge
Why can’t I step back from the ledge?
I'm losing control over myself



It’s suffocating,
Embrace me
Help me breathe
It’s throbbing,
The cut is too deep
The venom spreading
Heal me
Before I go crazy



It’s intriguing
No, it's creepy
I'm terrified of everything I used to love
I despise what I've become
Weak & numb
I'm losing control
This unstoppable fever cannot be calmed

These strange symptoms
Keep increasing
All my tomorrows
Being sucked into vacuum
I'm withering
Is there any sign of life left?
For I can’t hear my heart beating



It's excruciating
If I have to feel this forever,
I'd rather feel nothing at all.



It’s suffocating,
Embrace me
Help me breathe
It’s throbbing,
The cut is too deep
The venom spreading
Revive me
Before I fall into endless sleep

About this blog

The heart hums something about the ineffable. It’s trying to give you a glimpse into the enigma. You can understand it, yet you can never understand it completely. It is elusive, it escapes. It is within reach, but it is not within grasp. You are always coming closer and closer to it, but you may never arrive. Still the heart waits with hope for the day someone arrives, when the distinction between the seeker and the sought disappears!

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