The Humming Heart

Expressing The Inexpressible



I was standing by your side
For you to get better
Waiting for you to open your eyes
Hoping for good days together
When you’ll wish your pain goodbye

So don’t drift to an unknown place
Lost within the chilling shade
Look up and meet my gaze
Come to me if you wanna hide

Hey, you don’t have to tell me why
You don’t have to tell me lies
Don’t act strong for my eyes
Leave all the madness behind



And as the day pass into night
Come…. come back home
When the darkness clouds your mind
Come…. come back home

When you need an escape
Safe within my embrace
I’ll get you out of harm’s way
Yeah, I won’t let them know your name

And you don’t have to tell me why
You don’t have to tell me lies
Don’t act strong for my eyes
Leave your mask behind




Sands of time slips away
From these hands without a trace
24 years passed me by
Still I’m here, everything’s the same

Stop! Come back
Don’t leave me here
I’m lost, alone
Without a plan

Spin back!
Bend the time
I need another chance
To live my life


Waves crashed, oceans rised
All my sand castles kept collapsing
as you ticked your hands
Days sped by, while I stood still
dazed within your mellow chime

Now what’s left of me
Is not who I thought I would be
And in the wait I’ve come to realize
There’s no stopping to the flow of life

So, Stop! Come back
Don’t leave me here
I’m lost, alone
Without a plan

Spin back!
Bend the time
I need another chance
To live my life



Grant me a moment before you go,
For there’s something I need to know
Tell me what happiness is?
Is there a healing within the pain I feel?
Tell me what life is?
Is there a meaning to the 24 years I lived?

So, Stop! Come back
Don’t leave me here
I’m lost, alone
Without a plan

Spin back!
Bend the time
I need another chance
To live my life


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Indifference was the word
I lived my life by
Ignore and being ignored
Never caring to empathize

Life meant – the passing of days,
Rising of sun & the fall of night
& when the lightning strikes
Lie down, don’t fight

So how did you find me?
I was well hidden from all eyes
How did you cross the distance?
I build to keep you away from my life
Why did you choose to be by my side?


They said, put up a smile
In the face of adversity
It’s the only way to live
Even when your heart is breaking
& no matter how empty you feel inside
Try to spread laughter & joy

But time instead proved the theory
Cursed & unlucky, that’s my identity
Hurt & pain was all I could give
To the ones who loved me
The countless attempts to rectify
Still made me end up on the losing side


So, why do you come to me?
For I have nothing to share
Why do you stand by me?
Show selfless love & care

Why do you risk your happiness?
In my world of darkness
Why do you wish to be part of my life?
Why do you choose to be by my side?


 


 


Dead of the night, shines the stars
That’s when I hear my whispering heart.

Stories to tell, tales to spin
Where the brave knight searches for the fairest maiden to win
Twisted roads to take, where the shadows dwell
Vanquish the enemy, Fight for your love

It’s the fantasies realm, where reality never calls
I love to hear my whispering heart.

All I need is a start
I’ll weave the story well, Take it to its end
A life happily lived, till death do us apart

So take me to sleep, Oh! King of dreams
Let me cherish the memories of sweet streams,
The scented breeze & the green trees
Where my love waits for me

So as the day ends & the darkness falls
In the lucid night & the shine of stars
I’ll wait to hear my whispering heart.


They say its end of the days
Turn your back & walk away
They say the walls will block your ways
It’s time to give up & dig your own grave

It’s getting hard,
To live under the shadows grey
Is there a hope?
For I need some spark to light my way

And I just want to – live life (live life)
When they say it’s hard to – save me (save me)
Wish that I could – be free (be free)
Won’t you just – Let me be…?



Your eyes search for a lot to show
Is it out there anymore?
You chase your dreams...on & on…
Look sharp; how far off you’ve gone?

It’s getting hard
They say I should change my way
Deep down my heart
I fight to stay the same.

Don’t you realize? …

I just want to – live life (live life)
Don’t you try to – find me (find me)
Wish I could – be free (be free)
Won’t you just – Let me be…?



No matter how hard you fight the war
There’re always casualties to count
No matter how well you mask your lies
Deep down you’ll always feel wrong

So when you still have time…

Just – Live life (live life)
The day has come to – break free (break free)
I don’t care if you – hate me (like me) 
I leave your ways – To Be Me…



You walked into my life, on a sunny day,
While I was hiding under shadows grey.
Looking at your smile & your hair sway,
My heart is left with no choice but to follow your way.

I’m crazy about you…
Just don’t know how to say,
Crazy about you…
Crazy about all the things you do,
I’m crazy about you…
Crazy in love with you.



You have your way with words, amusing & at times absurd,
And I watch you while you flirt away.
The way you spin your charms around,
A wink of an eye & your sweet sound
Brightens even a dull-gloomy day.

That's why, I’m crazy about you…
Just don’t know how to say,
Crazy about you…
Crazy about all the things you do,
I’m crazy about you…
Crazy in love with you.



I know I act as if I don’t care
But when you pass by, I stop and stare
It’s like a meteor hit me, blasted away all my flair

So darling, today is the day
It’s the moment to open my heart & say

You take my breath away
Without you I’ll lose my way
My love is now yours to claim.
 And…
I’m crazy about you…
Just don’t know how to say,
Crazy about you…
Baby please believe it's true,
I’m crazy about you…
Crazy in love with you.



Shining stars, glowing signs, fades away
Winding roads, confusing codes, kills time
It’s just you & me, the silent grief, we drive.

Just freeze this moment and say
You won’t let this love die without a fight
Please hold me close & say
You don’t want to let me go away… tonight.

Long walks, endless talks, cherished memories to stay
Miles apart, with broken hearts, frightening journey awaits
Still it’s you & me, the crashing dreams, our last drive.

So freeze this moment and say
You won’t let this love die without a fight
Please take me in your arms & say
You don’t want to let me go away tonight.

And as the moment passes by
The truth begins to weigh
I know there’s nothing left to say
No words can take this pain away
So baby, just smile & say goodbye.

About this blog

The heart hums something about the ineffable. It’s trying to give you a glimpse into the enigma. You can understand it, yet you can never understand it completely. It is elusive, it escapes. It is within reach, but it is not within grasp. You are always coming closer and closer to it, but you may never arrive. Still the heart waits with hope for the day someone arrives, when the distinction between the seeker and the sought disappears!

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